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  <title>Eyes That Wander</title>
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  <pubDate>Wed, 30 Jun 2004 23:58:54 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>Seeing how Bren got some quizzes in, I figure I oughta do the same: (Been awhile for me as well)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://images.quizilla.com/S/SuperCurlz/1059384212_pFightclub.jpg&quot; border=&quot;0&quot; alt=&quot;CWINDOWSDesktopFightclub.jpg&quot;&gt;&lt;br&gt;Fight Club!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;http://quizilla.com/users/SuperCurlz/quizzes/What%20movie%20Do%20you%20Belong%20in%3F(many%20different%20outcomes!)/&quot;&gt; &lt;font size=&quot;-1&quot;&gt;What movie Do you Belong in?(many different outcomes!)&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br&gt; &lt;font size=&quot;-3&quot;&gt;brought to you by &lt;a href=&quot;http://quizilla.com&quot;&gt;Quizilla&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;That movie kicked ass... No complaints here...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://guru.theotaku.com/animevampire/larva.gif&quot;&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;1&quot; face=&quot;verdana&quot;&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;http://guru.theotaku.com/animevampire/animevampire.shtml&quot; target=&quot;_blank&quot;&gt;What Anime Vampire Are You?&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;http://www.users.drew.edu/jleto/endless/&quot;&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://www.users.drew.edu/jleto/endless/destiny.jpg&quot; alt=&quot;I&amp;#39;m Destiny!&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;font face=&quot;courier new&quot; size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;http://www.users.drew.edu/jleto/endless/&quot;&gt;Which Member of the Endless Are &lt;i&gt;You&lt;/i&gt;?&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://images.quizilla.com/A/Aeon65/1075786286_ythsDragon.jpg&quot; border=&quot;0&quot; alt=&quot;Long-wang ~ The Dragon&quot;&gt;&lt;br&gt;You are Long-wang!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Mythological Background: Yes, the dragon represents&lt;br&gt;everything you think of when you think of a&lt;br&gt;dragon - fearsome and invincible. Also, it is&lt;br&gt;greatly respected just because of that fact.&lt;br&gt;The dragon has a very protective aspect to it.&lt;br&gt;Even Jupiter reminds you of intense smashing&lt;br&gt;power. The dragon is almost always surrounded&lt;br&gt;by rain-bearing clouds and fog; and the&lt;br&gt;appearance of its constellation always signals&lt;br&gt;rainfall and lightning. It&apos;s also a symbol of&lt;br&gt;authority worn by the nobility and the imperial&lt;br&gt;class. Japanese Name: Seiryuu.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;http://quizilla.com/users/Aeon65/quizzes/Which%20Chinese%20Mythological%20%20Being%20%20Are%20You%3F%20/&quot;&gt; &lt;font size=&quot;-1&quot;&gt;Which Chinese Mythological  Being  Are You? &lt;/font&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br&gt; &lt;font size=&quot;-3&quot;&gt;brought to you by &lt;a href=&quot;http://quizilla.com&quot;&gt;Quizilla&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;A Dragon? So plain and boring..... -.-</description>
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  <pubDate>Mon, 28 Jun 2004 03:49:11 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Major Day</title>
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  <description>Heyo peeps.....&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;A very eventful day today:&lt;br /&gt;1. Woke up, got bitched at like there&apos;s tomorrow and pissed my mom off with my sarcasm.... Because she was yelling at me and trying to make me feel bad for shit that I didn&apos;t do... Anyway she was saying something and I cut her off and said &quot;Um, I&apos;m gonna be late for work...&quot; Which, pissed her off some more of course.... But I&apos;ll tell ya this, my ass was not late for work, peoples....&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;2. Got to work and did the normal routine.... Then this bitch starst cursing me out....&lt;br /&gt;&quot;This is fucking bullshit!! I paid for these tickets and I fucking got here early! You can&apos;t do this shit to me!! I&apos;m a paying customer and blah blah blah FUCKING BLAH!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;Me: &quot;*Blank expression* I WAS gonna help you out and get you in a movie for free, but you&apos;re bitching ruined it for you....&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;How dare you speak to me like that?! *Insert more bitching*&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;So then one of my manager comes and I thought I was gonna get fired at this point and then she started bitching at him too.... So he said &quot;I&apos;m not gonna reprimand you for cursing, she deserved it.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Jumpin&apos; Jesus!!! My ass was saved!!!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;3. Got home and rode my bike around all of Huntington. Then drove to SuperTarget and picked up Lostprophets Start Something album...It&apos;s awesome....&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;That&apos;s about it.....&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Song for the masses:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Wake Up by Lostprophets&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;So are we lost or do we know &lt;br /&gt;which direction we should go? &lt;br /&gt;Sit around and wait for someone to take our hands and lead the way. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Cause everyday we&apos;re getting older &lt;br /&gt;and everyday we all get colder &lt;br /&gt;We&apos;re sick of waiting for our answers. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Wake up! Wake up! Wake up! &lt;br /&gt;yeah i&apos;m so tired of waiting, &lt;br /&gt;waiting for us to &lt;br /&gt;Wake up! Wake up! Wake up! &lt;br /&gt;yeah i&apos;m so sick of waiting, &lt;br /&gt;for us to make a move. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Are we meant to take the pain? &lt;br /&gt;Should we sit around and wait? &lt;br /&gt;Are we being saved or was it another lie you made to make us hate? &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Cause everyday we&apos;re getting older &lt;br /&gt;and everyday we all get colder &lt;br /&gt;We&apos;re sick of waiting for our answers. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Wake up! Wake up! Wake up! &lt;br /&gt;yeah i&apos;m so tired of waiting, &lt;br /&gt;waiting for us to &lt;br /&gt;Wake up! Wake up! Wake up! &lt;br /&gt;yeah i&apos;m so sick of waiting, &lt;br /&gt;for us to make a move. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Wake up! Wake up! Wake up! &lt;br /&gt;and we will never lose. &lt;br /&gt;Wake up! Wake up! Wake up! &lt;br /&gt;It&apos;s time to make a move. &lt;br /&gt;Wake up! Wake up! Wake up! &lt;br /&gt;and we will never lose. &lt;br /&gt;Wake up! Wake up! Wake up! &lt;br /&gt;It&apos;s time to make a move. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;It&apos;s not enough &lt;br /&gt;to let it rush &lt;br /&gt;wait until &lt;br /&gt;it&apos;s over. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;We&apos;re sick of waiting for our answers. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Wake up! Wake up! Wake up! &lt;br /&gt;yeah i&apos;m so tired of waiting, &lt;br /&gt;waiting for us to &lt;br /&gt;Wake up! Wake up! Wake up! &lt;br /&gt;yeah i&apos;m so sick of waiting, &lt;br /&gt;for us to make a move. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Wake up! Wake up! Wake up! &lt;br /&gt;and we will never lose. &lt;br /&gt;Wake up! Wake up! Wake up! &lt;br /&gt;It&apos;s time to make a move. &lt;br /&gt;Wake up! Wake up! Wake up! &lt;br /&gt;and we will never lose. &lt;br /&gt;Wake up! Wake up! Wake up! &lt;br /&gt;So make a move.</description>
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  <pubDate>Sun, 27 Jun 2004 04:37:18 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>Still got a lotta crap to sort out but I am making some progress...... Millions of things going thru this mind of mine and I can&apos;t take my usual refuge of writing them down because it&apos;s all muddled and distorted....&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Other than that, I am feeling cool.... Talked to Michi last nite... And that was an experience to say the least, heh.... It went from a lot of things: Formal chit-chat, ghetto talking, her being weird, her mints that made her hyper, matthew having slimy hands, me being a zebra, and then a bit about friendship in the end. Which is still unfinished. So we still gotta talk about that, Dizzle.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And on a minor note: I am currently bored out of my wits and thinking about stuffs with a certain person who called me the other day. If you are reading this then: Yes I understand how you feel now and sometimes it is inevitable, my friend. And that is possibly because that&apos;s your mind telling you &quot;you need some space for a week or 2.&quot; Believe me, it helps....&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Song of the night:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Where is Everybody? by Nine Inch Nails&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Well did you happen to catch?&lt;br /&gt;Or did it happen so fast, and what you thought would always last has passed you by&lt;br /&gt;Is everything speeding up, or I am just slowing down?&lt;br /&gt;I&apos;m just spinning around, and I don’t know why.&lt;br /&gt;All the pieces don’t fit, but I really didn’t give a shit&lt;br /&gt;I never wanted to be like you&lt;br /&gt;But for all I aspire, I am really a liar&lt;br /&gt;And I’m running out of things I can do&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I’d like to stay, but everyday&lt;br /&gt;Everything pushes me farther away&lt;br /&gt;If you could show, help me to know&lt;br /&gt;How it&apos;s supposed to be, where did it go?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Pleading, and needing,&lt;br /&gt;And bleeding, and breathing&lt;br /&gt;Feeding, exceeding&lt;br /&gt;Where is everybody?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Trying, and lying&lt;br /&gt;Defying, denying&lt;br /&gt;Crying, and dying&lt;br /&gt;Where is everybody?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Well, ok, enough, you’ve had you’re fun&lt;br /&gt;But come on, there has got to be someone&lt;br /&gt;Hasn’t yet become, so numb, and succomb&lt;br /&gt;And goddamn, I am so tired of pretending,&lt;br /&gt;Wishing I was ending,&lt;br /&gt;When all I’m really doing is trying to hide&lt;br /&gt;And Keep it inside,&lt;br /&gt;Fill it with lies&lt;br /&gt;Open my eyes, maybe I wish I could try&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Pleading, and needing,&lt;br /&gt;And bleeding, and breathing&lt;br /&gt;Feeding, exceeding&lt;br /&gt;Where is everybody?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Trying, and lying&lt;br /&gt;Defying, denying&lt;br /&gt;Crying, and dying&lt;br /&gt;Where is everybody?</description>
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  <pubDate>Sat, 26 Jun 2004 06:14:40 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>Just wrote another.... a little twist on &quot;Into the Void&quot; by NIN.....&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;http://www.livejournal.com/users/wicked_shadow/&quot;&gt;http://www.livejournal.com/users/wicked_shadow/&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;GO THERE AND BE SATISFIED BY &quot;HAWT SKILLZ&quot;!!!!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Another song for the masses this night:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Paranoid by Black Sabbath&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Finished with my woman &apos;cause she couldn&apos;t help me with my mind&lt;br /&gt;people think that I&apos;m insane because I am frowning all the time&lt;br /&gt;All day long I think of things but nothing seems to satisfy&lt;br /&gt;&apos;Think I&apos;ll lose my mind if I don&apos;t find something to pacify&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Can you help me occupy my brain?&lt;br /&gt;Oh yeah&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I need someone to show me the things in life that I can&apos;t find&lt;br /&gt;I can&apos;t see the things that make true happiness, I must be blind&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Make a joke and I will sigh and you will laugh and I will cry&lt;br /&gt;Happiness I cannot feel like love to me is so unreal&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And so as you hear these words telling you now of my state&lt;br /&gt;I tell you to enjoy life, I wish I could but it&apos;s too late</description>
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  <lj:music>Black Sabbath - Paranoid</lj:music>
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  <lj:mood>Wide awake....</lj:mood>
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  <pubDate>Thu, 24 Jun 2004 05:29:09 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>&quot;I am the product of your conduct&quot;</title>
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  <description>Many many thoughts.... I gotta sort em out.... Then I&apos;ll know how to think and figure this out....</description>
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  <lj:music>Slipknot - Welcome</lj:music>
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  <lj:mood>Welcome to the transformation</lj:mood>
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  <pubDate>Tue, 22 Jun 2004 04:55:39 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>Loren&apos;s back....</description>
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  <pubDate>Mon, 21 Jun 2004 05:24:48 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>Just finished a song... A bit different in this one because it plays 2 opposite roles.... Working on another.... The next one I write will be dedicated to Kirstie.... I&apos;ll be working on it for awhile cuz I got a messload of ideas that I need to put on paper... Then I need to piece it all together in a certain order and fashion, etc.... As you can see, I&apos;m putting a lotta effort into this and why shouldn&apos;t I? It&apos;s for Kay, my little sister ;) &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I&apos;ll probably be done with it by the end of the month so look out for it....&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;In other news:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;My day went by fast considering I haven&apos;t slept at all... Took a total number of 5 showers in this span of 24 hrs as well... Picked up the complete season of this anime called Record of Lodoss War to rent from Blockbuster... I plan to drain that damned Anime sect... XD Watched the end of Blazing Saddles with my mom.... Funny ass 70&apos;s movie directed by Mel Brooks....&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I&apos;ll give a scene from the movie:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Ok there&apos;s a black sheriff played by Clinton Little I believe and his partner played by Gene Wilder... &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;In this scene they&apos;re both dressed up as KKK members and are trying to join the Klan.... Then one of the actual Klan members takes the hood off of the Sheriff&apos;s head, revealing him to be the black man he is.... They all gasp as he says this hilarious one-liner:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;And for my next impression.... Jesse Owens!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(They both haul ass out of there as they&apos;re chased by the KKK)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Lmao, it was awesome..... &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Right now I&apos;m just talking to Lar and Ash on AIM, watching  listening to hard rock....&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And that&apos;s all to report now, children...</description>
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  <pubDate>Sun, 20 Jun 2004 18:45:54 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>&quot;&apos;Cause love, like invisible bullet shot me down&quot;</title>
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  <description>Happy Father&apos;s Day to the guys [and gals]..... XD</description>
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  <lj:mood>&quot;I&apos;ve got nothing to show&quot;</lj:mood>
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  <pubDate>Sun, 20 Jun 2004 07:27:04 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>&quot;I won&apos;t let you walk away without hearing what I have to say&quot;</title>
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  <description>gone...... everyone&apos;s gone.... i&apos;ve lost it all.... i let them all slip away.... or they let themselves slip away in some cases.... anyway, it&apos;s not a good combination being sleepless and alone.... i&apos;m afraid of tomorrow because i have a feeling what tomorrow might bring: my downfall.... i&apos;m tired of trying to hide all of this angst and pain... it&apos;s not good for me and it&apos;s starting to worry my family too.... i think lauren is starting to catch on too... whatever, i have no clue why she&apos;s with me thru all of this... she could just as easily leave me and join her friends in harmony... she makes me happy, i can say that much... she makes me smile and i love her and never thanked for it... &quot;harmony&quot;, peace... words i used to happily say i had... the only fucking harmony i have is in my drowning agony.... heh, that sounded poetic but w/e.... everyone has gone and good for them.... i&apos;m not mad... i dont hate them... im sick of hating... it&apos;s eating away at me.... i dunno how to end this... i&apos;m not gonna say im sorry... i&apos;m sick of that too.... im not telling them to be my friends again... they dont have to... i&apos;d just like them to stop hating me.... i&apos;d like to end it all but that&apos;s not possible... i still hold this stupid belief of &quot;well, i didnt start it... so i&apos;m not the one to finish it...&quot; heh, call me crazy but i&apos;m a deranged maniac who follows certain idealistic principles... blame me... they know who they are.... just 2 months ago i had it all there... that harmony... that peace... in 2 months it all fucking went downhill... in fucking 2 months... so yah, i unblocked my journal... comment if you want, make fun of me, ridicule me, i just dont fucking care anymore....</description>
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  <lj:music>Slipknot - Danger-Keep Away</lj:music>
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  <lj:mood>&quot;We too feel alone...&quot;</lj:mood>
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  <pubDate>Sun, 20 Jun 2004 05:50:54 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>&quot;Tragic visions you slowly stole my life&quot;</title>
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  <description>i just realized that it&apos;s funny how someone can make fun of me about things that they themselves do too... but of course they can&apos;t be wrong no matter what.... his friends play along and agree when they&apos;re too blind to see that as much as i hate to admit, we&apos;re just alike.... maybe that&apos;s why we got along so well.... whatever.... doesn&apos;t matter now, now does it?</description>
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  <lj:mood>&quot;I need serenity&quot;</lj:mood>
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  <pubDate>Sun, 20 Jun 2004 05:31:01 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>&quot;What makes me think that it&apos;ll all work out in the end?&quot;</title>
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  <description>ever get the feeling you&apos;ve been left behind? by everything? by everyone? and then in turn you&apos;d like to leave all of that behind? yeah...whatever...that&apos;s basically how i feel...</description>
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  <lj:music>Flaw - Only the Strong</lj:music>
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  <pubDate>Fri, 18 Jun 2004 02:50:52 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>&quot;Thinking... Sinking..&quot;</title>
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  <description>Today.... Involved a lotta serious stuff... I did a lotta thinking about things past and things present... The reason this entry isn&apos;t private is because it has to do with my friends:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I made a lotta mistakes putting my trust in a lotta people.... Those people who I put most of my trust in and vice versa I left in the dust... I left them behind and abandoned them all.. I&apos;m not gonna say any names because they know they are, my original group of friends.... And some of my new freshmen friends that I made deep connections with and kinda ignored them... For that, I am sorry....&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;These past few days I&apos;ve been thinking those individuals and realized that even though I did what I did they still talked to me, didnt shun me, and was still there for me... That&apos;s how fsckin&apos; cool they are.. I&apos;m glad I&apos;ve restored my friendship with them and now I have a good outlook for this summer whether it be my last or not: Because with those friends, it&apos;s gonna rock.... &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;So, whatever, had to get that off my chest.... I feel a hell of a lot better now..... Presently, I am just sitting here listening to some kick NIN and chatting with peoples........&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Hope to have a repeat and more of those phone convos.... :p&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Heh, Later peeps</description>
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  <lj:music>Nine Inch Nails - The Frail/The Wretched</lj:music>
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  <pubDate>Thu, 17 Jun 2004 04:47:27 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>I&apos;m bored...... It&apos;s so early.....&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Random Statements #4948959840564-05-656565894098646 code 9&apos;er alpha SEVEN:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Edward, you&apos;re a bitch in a hurricane...&quot;&lt;br /&gt;Britt: &quot;Marshmallows&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;EAT DIRT&quot;&lt;br /&gt;Britt: &quot;Marshmallows and lettuce...&quot;&lt;br /&gt;*Allison watching Blink 182&apos;s &quot;Feeling This*&lt;br /&gt;&quot;People are licking the glass and NOW THEY&apos;RE TAKING THEIR CLOTHES OFF!!!!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;[Insert more random crap here.]&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Boom boom boobies because I wanna goto a boom boom bar when I get older....&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And now Edward&apos;s trying to seduce me..... Im scared..... O.O&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Later</description>
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  <lj:music>Wardo, Britt, Ally on phone........</lj:music>
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  <pubDate>Thu, 17 Jun 2004 00:35:37 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;My day..... Let&apos;s see: &lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;7&quot;&gt;PLAYED MADDEN &lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;7&quot;&gt;ATE WENDY&apos;S&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;Yah..... Very exciting....&amp;nbsp; -.-&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;*Gouges eyes out with spoon*&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;Here&apos;s the damn song of the day: [Adopted from &quot;Bite Me&quot; Brit]&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;Spinning further, deeper&lt;br&gt;I know you&apos;re out to try me&lt;br&gt;I&apos;m not in this to be a slave&lt;br&gt;Push the dirt&lt;br&gt;Make me feel&lt;br&gt;Locate what swallows life&lt;br&gt;Night bird you build my world&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;...and then I close my eyes&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;Judge me now&lt;br&gt;Used to be afraid to let it show&lt;br&gt;Bow down&lt;br&gt;I&apos;m in a much better place now&lt;br&gt;Everything&apos;s in place&lt;br&gt;So much brighter from today&lt;br&gt;A king in my own mind&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;Drown the monster&lt;br&gt;Make all bad dreams go away&lt;br&gt;Whatever it takes to keep your hands free&lt;br&gt;Open scars&lt;br&gt;The quiet place&lt;br&gt;All the bridges fall to the ground&lt;br&gt;And you say you sacrificed&lt;br&gt;(and then I close my eyes) &lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;Touch me now &lt;br&gt;Used to be afraid to let it show, bow down &lt;br&gt;A king in my own mind &lt;br&gt;Everything&apos;s in place &lt;br&gt;So much better from today &lt;br&gt;A king in my own mind &lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;(touch me new) &lt;br&gt;A king in my own mind &lt;br&gt;(touch me now) &lt;br&gt;A king in my own mind &lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;(touch me now) &lt;br&gt;Used to be afraid to let it show, bow down (bow down) &lt;br&gt;A king in my own mind &lt;br&gt;Everything&apos;s in place &lt;br&gt;So much better from today &lt;br&gt;A king in my own mind... &lt;br&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;</description>
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  <lj:music>In Flames - The Quiet Place (Video)</lj:music>
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  <pubDate>Wed, 16 Jun 2004 06:56:46 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Minor Update</title>
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  <description>Yah... I just realized that even if I could go to Jessica&apos;s b-day thing, I wouldn&apos;t... Now that I know that those people are going, then no way in hell I&apos;d go... One, because I dunno what I&apos;d do if I saw the cocksucker.... Two, if I did do something, that&apos;d be complete disrespect to Jess and I&apos;d never do her that way... So overall it&apos;s best if I didnt go.....&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;On a minor note, here is a song:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;More Human Than Human by White Zombie&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Yeah, I am the astro creep,&lt;br /&gt;A demolition style hell american freak - yeah&lt;br /&gt;I am the crawling dead,&lt;br /&gt;A phantom in a box, shadow in your head say&lt;br /&gt;Acid suicide freedom of the blast,&lt;br /&gt;Read the fucker lies yeah&lt;br /&gt;Scratch off the broken skin,&lt;br /&gt;Tear into my heart,&lt;br /&gt;Make me do it again&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah&lt;br /&gt;More human than human&lt;br /&gt;More human than human&lt;br /&gt;More human than human&lt;br /&gt;More human than human&lt;br /&gt;More human than human&lt;br /&gt;More human than human&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Yeah, I am the jigsaw man&lt;br /&gt;I turn the world around with a skeleton hand say&lt;br /&gt;I am electric head,&lt;br /&gt;A cannibal core,&lt;br /&gt;A television said yeah&lt;br /&gt;Do not victimize,&lt;br /&gt;Read the mother fucker psychoholic lies yeah&lt;br /&gt;Into a psychic war,&lt;br /&gt;I tear my soul apart and I eat it some more&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah&lt;br /&gt;More human than human&lt;br /&gt;More human than human&lt;br /&gt;More human than human&lt;br /&gt;More human than human&lt;br /&gt;More human than human&lt;br /&gt;More human than human&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Yeah, i am the ripper man,&lt;br /&gt;A locomotion mind,&lt;br /&gt;Love american style yeah&lt;br /&gt;I am the nexus one,&lt;br /&gt;i want more life,&lt;br /&gt;Fucker i ain&apos;t done yeah&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;More human than human&lt;br /&gt;More human than human&lt;br /&gt;More human than human&lt;br /&gt;More human than human&lt;br /&gt;More human than human&lt;br /&gt;More human than human&lt;br /&gt;More human than human&lt;br /&gt;More human than human</description>
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  <lj:music>White Zombie - More Human Than Human (Video)</lj:music>
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  <lj:mood>Insomnia-crazed</lj:mood>
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  <pubDate>Wed, 16 Jun 2004 05:38:35 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Webs of Thoughts: Part 1, Insomnia</title>
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  <description>Sleep.....&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;                        (Dreams...)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;           Sleepless...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;  (Nightmares)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;         Reality.....&lt;br /&gt;                         &lt;br /&gt;                       (Isn&apos;t too real...)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;                                                   In life......&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;   (There&apos;s no rest....)&lt;br /&gt;               &lt;br /&gt;                                               Escape....&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;              (Your world)&lt;br /&gt;                              To see.....&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;                                                    (The realism of all your dreams)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt; It&apos;s all pieced together in those sleepless nights....&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;                                         (It all fits together when you have time to think....)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;      Time......&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;                                 (Your sleepless thoughts aren&apos;t bound by time....)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;             I need more time to think.....&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;                                                        (So you can become stronger...)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;           So I can become stronger in spirit........&lt;br /&gt;           So I can become stronger in thought.......</description>
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  <lj:music>Nine Inch Nails - A Warm Place (Instrumental)</lj:music>
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  <pubDate>Tue, 15 Jun 2004 05:21:36 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>a fuckslantedsaviornut</title>
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  <description>Lo and behold children.... For this one here is drowning in this shallow pool named boredom:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;[Tonight, watch a young man sit at his computer in the dark, chatting with some friends.]&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Young man: Chitter chitter chitter chitter..... *Tapping away at keys*&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;[Now, this young man is focusing his boredom on his best friend, Wardo.]&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;the zero method: dude&lt;br /&gt;DeadCellZombie16: yea&lt;br /&gt;the zero method: wtf is that purple moon godess in your l/j?&lt;br /&gt;DeadCellZombie16: that is melissa&lt;br /&gt;the zero method: O&lt;br /&gt;DeadCellZombie16: she started an lj today&lt;br /&gt;the zero method: I knew that.... &amp;gt;.&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;the zero method: Bitch&lt;br /&gt;DeadCellZombie16: lol&lt;br /&gt;DeadCellZombie16: slut&lt;br /&gt;DeadCellZombie16: cock&lt;br /&gt;DeadCellZombie16: monkey&lt;br /&gt;DeadCellZombie16: whore&lt;br /&gt;DeadCellZombie16: bitch&lt;br /&gt;DeadCellZombie16: cock&lt;br /&gt;DeadCellZombie16: slapper&lt;br /&gt;the zero method: fuckslantedsaviornut&lt;br /&gt;DeadCellZombie16: lmao&lt;br /&gt;the zero method: damn straight&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;[Thus, children a /FUCKSLANTEDSAVIORNUT/ was born. What adventures will it endure? Find out next time... Good night, kiddies.]&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;.......... Oh and here&apos;s a comic.... :]&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;http://bits.battle-forum.com/?2004-05-29-00&quot;&gt;http://bits.battle-forum.com/?2004-05-29-00&lt;/a&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Tue, 15 Jun 2004 00:32:46 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>&quot;Here Comes The Pain!&quot;</title>
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  <description>I just revamped my whole l/j.... Took me a while to come up with the whole idea and piece it all together, I&apos;ll admit....So drop a line to tell me what you think of it....&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Later</description>
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  <lj:music>Slipknot - (Sic)</lj:music>
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  <pubDate>Mon, 14 Jun 2004 18:52:09 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>&lt;img src=&quot;http://images.quizilla.com/L/littlelilly/1078118798_tchasketch.jpg&quot; border=&quot;0&quot; alt=&quot;etchasketch&quot;&gt;&lt;br&gt;You&apos;re an Etch-a-Sketch!!  You&apos;re the creative,&lt;br&gt;artsy type who doesn&apos;t need to actually utilize&lt;br&gt;a single muscle group in order to have fun.&lt;br&gt;Doesn&apos;t matter though, you&apos;re still cool.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;http://quizilla.com/users/littlelilly/quizzes/What%20childhood%20toy%20from%20the%2080s%20are%20you%3F%20/&quot;&gt; &lt;font size=&quot;-1&quot;&gt;What childhood toy from the 80s are you? &lt;/font&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br&gt; &lt;font size=&quot;-3&quot;&gt;brought to you by &lt;a href=&quot;http://quizilla.com&quot;&gt;Quizilla&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://images.quizilla.com/Q/quizsterr/1083255377_IncubusQ.gif&quot; border=&quot;0&quot; alt=&quot;Incubus.gif&quot;&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;b&gt;You are most likely to be the Vampire&lt;br&gt;Incubus!&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The Incubus is the greatest example of all that is&lt;br&gt;monstrous about vampirism. Seemingly having no&lt;br&gt;regrets, it thrives on and thoroughly enjoys&lt;br&gt;the act of killing, the partaking of blood, the&lt;br&gt;stealing of life; and along the same lines, the&lt;br&gt;incubus loves to display the might of its&lt;br&gt;vampire powers, mostly focusing on the ones&lt;br&gt;that have the darkest of natures. It usually&lt;br&gt;chooses to physically appear as twisted as the&lt;br&gt;desires within, but also can choose to mask&lt;br&gt;itself with the deceptive vampire charm and&lt;br&gt;appear beautiful. Because of its utter embrace&lt;br&gt;of the darkness, the incubus can easily be a&lt;br&gt;most powerful vampire.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Dominant personality trait: Evil&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Dominant color: Black&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Fictional Vampire Examples: Dracula (&apos;Dracula&lt;br&gt;2000&apos;), Nosferatu (&apos;Nosferatu&apos;)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Curious to see how you would fare as a creature of&lt;br&gt;the night? Come this way... &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;http://quizilla.com/users/quizsterr/quizzes/Vampire%20Classification%20Quiz%20(w%2F%20Pics)/&quot;&gt; &lt;font size=&quot;-1&quot;&gt;Vampire Classification Quiz (w/ Pics)&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br&gt; &lt;font size=&quot;-3&quot;&gt;brought to you by &lt;a href=&quot;http://quizilla.com&quot;&gt;Quizilla&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Sounds pretty promising.....</description>
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  <pubDate>Sat, 05 Jun 2004 01:18:56 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>Band practice fucking owned... We picked up a new guitarist: A new frosh from Brasil... His name is Eduardo, but we call him Brasil... And let me tell you, he amazed us today.... I&apos;ll just give a little not on how bad ass this kid is: He learned and knows how to play ALL of Led Zepplin&apos;s &quot;Stairway to Heaven&quot;.... Yah, that&apos;s &quot;Goddage&quot; right there.... The only problem during the practice was the annoyance of Vivi, Vanessa, Janely, and Geneva. And what really pissed me off was that Vivi and Vanessa were being loud and obnoxious just to annoy the fsck outta me and piss me off... So that&apos;s why I&apos;ve decided to really be an asshole for our future practices.... &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Anyway, Muncy really helped us out and it was just great: We&apos;re working on my song &quot;What I Am, What I Was&quot;.  Matt owned on drumming, Wardo&apos;s gotten a hell of a lot better on bass, and Danny is still learning the ropes, but he&apos;s getting there. I actually sang and Muncy approved of our sound, so we&apos;re good to go. Brasil was a major help, too.. He&apos;s got a lot of good ideas and good judgement on stuff... He&apos;s now a proud member of Wasted Theory... The only problem is that we may lose just as fast: He&apos;s going back to Brasil for the summer and he may stay there, but he doesn&apos;t know yet... I am hoping to God or whoever&apos;s up there that he decides to come back. But it&apos;s all in his hands, so we hope he decides to stay with us. If he doesn&apos;t, than we&apos;re fucked, but we cannot be angry at him because I understand that that is his home......&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;That&apos;s about it and today really didn&apos;t seem like the last day of school... Really not too worried cuz I&apos;ll virtually see the same faces during the summer: Oh and speaking of which, Loren&apos;ll be back during the summer too... If you all hadn&apos;t noticed, he hasn&apos;t been around lately and that&apos;s because he&apos;s just taking a break... &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;So that&apos;s about all to report....&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Later.....</description>
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  <pubDate>Fri, 04 Jun 2004 01:40:26 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Cack Deprived.....</title>
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  <description>one perfect void: CACK?!&lt;br /&gt;one perfect void: WHERE&apos;S THE CACK?!&lt;br /&gt;one perfect void: OH MY GOD!?!?!?!&lt;br /&gt;one perfect void: *Goes to check fridge*&lt;br /&gt;Sickpopsicle: lol&lt;br /&gt;Sickpopsicle: i have cack in my fridge&lt;br /&gt;one perfect void: Back&lt;br /&gt;Sickpopsicle: and applesauce&lt;br /&gt;one perfect void: DUDE!!!&lt;br /&gt;Sickpopsicle: what?&lt;br /&gt;one perfect void: I SERIOUSLY HAVE NO KETCHUP, BBQ, OR MUSTARD CACK IN MY FRIDGE OR PANTRY&lt;br /&gt;one perfect void: HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO EAT MY CHICKEN AND FRIES FOR DIN DIN?!!!! &amp;gt;.&amp;lt;&lt;br /&gt;Sickpopsicle: OMG&lt;br /&gt;Sickpopsicle: im so sry&lt;br /&gt;one perfect void: I CANT EAT CHICKEN NUGGETS AND FRIES WITHOUT CACK!!&lt;br /&gt;one perfect void: THAT&apos;S LIKE....&lt;br /&gt;one perfect void: EATING ICE CREAM WITH A FORK&lt;br /&gt;one perfect void: OR&lt;br /&gt;one perfect void: WATCHING TV WITH YOUR EYES CLOSED&lt;br /&gt;Sickpopsicle: hey i eat ice cream w/ a fork!&lt;br /&gt;one perfect void: IT&apos;S NOT LOGICAL!!!!&lt;br /&gt;one perfect void: I WANT MY GODDAMNED CACK!!!!!! &amp;gt;.&amp;lt;&lt;br /&gt;Sickpopsicle: *runs to barnes house and hands him cack*&lt;br /&gt;Sickpopsicle: doesnt matter if its logical its fun&lt;br /&gt;one perfect void: *Cowering, convulsing, going delerious in the corner* Cack.....No....cack....&lt;br /&gt;Sickpopsicle: calm down&lt;br /&gt;one perfect void: ....no...cack&lt;br /&gt;one perfect void: *spazzes out* NO CACK!!&lt;br /&gt;Sickpopsicle: lol i feel so bad for you&lt;br /&gt;one perfect void: *narrows eyes* you should, you should&lt;br /&gt;Sickpopsicle: lol</description>
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  <lj:music>Fear Factory - Shock</lj:music>
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  <lj:mood>Deranged</lj:mood>
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  <pubDate>Mon, 31 May 2004 20:46:47 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>&lt;table style=&quot;border: 1px black solid; width: 70%&quot;&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;th style=&quot;background-color: #cc9999&quot;&gt;My LiveJournal Sitcom&lt;/th&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td&gt;&lt;b&gt;cross_apathetic&apos;s Life&lt;/b&gt; (&lt;i&gt;WB, 9:00&lt;/i&gt;): &lt;a href=&quot;http://www.livejournal.com/users/cross_apathetic/&quot;&gt;cross_apathetic&lt;/a&gt; (Willie Aames) and &lt;a href=&quot;http://www.livejournal.com/users/cdrhom/&quot;&gt;cdrhom&lt;/a&gt; (Joe Rogan) find a lost gecko at the street. That weekend, &lt;a href=&quot;http://www.livejournal.com/users/soul_raven666/&quot;&gt;soul_raven666&lt;/a&gt; (Ray Liotta) auditions for a movie starring opposite &lt;a href=&quot;http://www.livejournal.com/users/darkrubymoon/&quot;&gt;darkrubymoon&lt;/a&gt; (Alyssa Milano). Later that day, &lt;a href=&quot;http://www.livejournal.com/users/apathetic_loser/&quot;&gt;apathetic_loser&lt;/a&gt; (Chow Yun Fat) gets in trouble with the law when &lt;a href=&quot;http://www.livejournal.com/users/sinhybrid/&quot;&gt;sinhybrid&lt;/a&gt; (Sean Connery) discusses stereos with an undercover cop. Later, &lt;a href=&quot;http://www.livejournal.com/users/pokernight/&quot;&gt;pokernight&lt;/a&gt; (Jodie Foster) cheats on a test, and &lt;a href=&quot;http://www.livejournal.com/users/status_obsolete/&quot;&gt;status_obsolete&lt;/a&gt; (Lauren Bacall) finds out. Meanwhile, &lt;a href=&quot;http://www.livejournal.com/users/pumpkin_queen31/&quot;&gt;pumpkin_queen31&lt;/a&gt; (Julia Stiles) takes &lt;a href=&quot;http://www.livejournal.com/users/mickeyd0113/&quot;&gt;mickeyd0113&lt;/a&gt; (George Carlin)&apos;s therapist on a date and ends up necking. (Part 2 of 2.)&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #eeeeee; font-size: xx-small; text-align: center&quot;&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;http://www.corknut.org/toys/sitcom/&quot;&gt;What&apos;s Your LiveJournal Sitcom?&lt;/a&gt; (by &lt;a href=&quot;http://www.livejournal.com/users/rfreebern/&quot;&gt;rfreebern&lt;/a&gt;)&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;/table&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I am extremely sick.. Picked up a stomach virus and Ive been hurling since 4 o clock this morning... It&apos;s gone down for now, but if it keeps acting up, then I gotta go to the hospital....</description>
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  <lj:music>Chimaira - Dead Inside</lj:music>
  <media:title type="plain">Chimaira - Dead Inside</media:title>
  <lj:mood>Sick and Bored</lj:mood>
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  <pubDate>Sun, 30 May 2004 03:55:45 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>Today was long.... Went to work at 10, and went straight to Main St. from there at 6... Saw &quot;The Day After Tomorrow&quot; with SK Danny, Ally, Britt, Benny, Alex, and Lauren.... The movie was cool, ineteresting, realistic, and entertaining... &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Talked to Danny for a bit while we were alone and we mutually decided for him to join Wasted Theory... He&apos;s gonna be vocals alongside me... This is gonna be so bad ass. Can&apos;t wait to practice my new voice with him. And I also taught Danny about the &quot;Vibrating Man Sushi Technique&quot;!!!! (All who went to Main St. knows what I am talking about) Lmao....&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I&apos;m tired and I&apos;m gonna chill and listen to some hard rock...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Later</description>
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  <lj:music>Slipknot - Metabolic</lj:music>
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  <pubDate>Sat, 29 May 2004 04:46:23 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Dream Catcher</title>
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  <description>I hate sleeping because of my mind...&lt;br /&gt;Everytime I sleep it&apos;s just an escape...&lt;br /&gt;An escape to another world of pain&lt;br /&gt;Because a dream is hardly a dream [when it&apos;s a nightmare]&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Spiderwebs catching the innocent flies, lightning strikes, and an old house forms suddnely thru the mists of the night fog. Rotting wood, night chimes, crazed laughter, and gothic statues scare the local animals away. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;-Why is this here?- &lt;br /&gt;-Where is here?-&lt;br /&gt;-What should I do?-&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;--See what&apos;s inside--&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;-Very well-&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Branches of the dark forest slap and reach out to rip the clothing, break the skin, and agitate.... The wolves do not howl, the owls do not hoot, the crickets do not chirp...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;-This is strange. I don&apos;t like the quiet... Too quiet-&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;--Ignore it. Just get to that house--&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;-Very well.-&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The gray and gloomy steps lead to a cracked, musty, and large door. No sense in knocking, for it is already opened ajar. To peer inside is to see darkness; the lightning proving to be useful to reveal a gigantic spiraling staircase, a large grandfather clock in an empty guest hall, and a large doorway to another section.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;-This place is creepy.-&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;--Go in, go in!!-&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;-Very well.-&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Stepping in, the chandeliers jangle from the howling wind, and the grandfather clock echoes thru the whole interior.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;=Tick- tock, tick-tock, tick-tock=&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Shadows are now borne from the sound of the ticking clock. They move and sift thru the interior, inhuman and swift. That crazed laughter now can be powerfully heard by all, high-pitched and ear-piercing.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;-This isn&apos;t right at all. This isn&apos;t reality.-&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;--Who cares?! Keep going!--&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;-Very well.-&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Long steps up the spiraling staircase prove dangerous as the shadows draw near, the laughter is heard loud and clear. The shadows bare a deathly hand, reaching out to snatch at thy life. Life is fleeting, darkness taking hold. Struggle to break free, but the grip just tightens. Panic and fear overwhelm.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;-What is going on?! I&apos;m not even supposed to be here!! How can I die?! This is just a dream!!!-&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;--A dream is hardly a dream [when it&apos;s a nightmare]....--</description>
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  <lj:music>Rob Zombie - Return of the Phantom Stranger</lj:music>
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  <pubDate>Sat, 29 May 2004 00:31:48 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>Yeah... I was looking at Elayne&apos;s livejournal and just scrolled thru her friends&apos; l/j&apos;s... And one caught my attention.... The username is ____electricity and I have one thing to say:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;If you&apos;re reading this electricity than I just have to say that you&apos;re hot....  Yeah, that&apos;s all.... You&apos;re hot...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Yeah.... -Feels awkward- &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Later</description>
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  <lj:music>Chimaira - This Present Darkness</lj:music>
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